It's been over a year since my last post. I am not sure what kept me going but I found myself continuing to fight for what was left of the rest of my life.
I read back over a few of my posts and so much has changed. I have put so much behind me, carried so much with me, and got in my own way more than once.
This Friday, December 7th, 2018 I will complete my Master's program. Four days later on Tuesday, December 11th, 2018 I will turn 30 years old.
There is a call for celebration. A call for moving past the trauma and completing some goals. There is a reason to be happy.
I am happy. I truly am. And through it all the one thing I keep whispering to myself - to one of my ghosts - is that I hope I am doing right by my life. Living it in a way that shows that I deserved to live.
I don't feel I deserved to live but I hope that I can do some good with my life.
Already, 2019 is approaching. I am hoping I can bring this blog back to it's roots. I will have a fresh start with my writing and ideas. I hope to have an opportunity to put more good back in the world.
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